I am just a fucking snarly mess of emotions. Honest to fucking god. One minute I am so damn happy, I embrace the love I have for him/her and swing it around and just feel JOY. And then I can get hit in the guts and feel winded, reeling, sick, despondent. I did some work […]
Continue ReadingI went to bed feeling low. Feeling forgettable Feeling like just another name on a list that means nothing. I dreamed. Conversations never had. I even had a sequence that featured my ex. In my dream he told me he missed me, I recognized in my dream-state, that I wanted to say it back to him, […]
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