Take a deep breath – and for fuck’s sake, say thank you.

I have said that to myself today. 

To my life – thank you. 

Thank you for my health, for my business and the clients who support me, for my ability to manage it, for the roof over our heads, for the fact that I have an “us/our” in my life – for my people, my babies. For their health and all the good things I can give to them. For the love we have. 

Clothes, shelter, food, health… so many things.

For my renovation, where I now have a working bathtub in my bathroom. For the skills I have gained. For the ability to get things done. 

For the love I have in my heart for Misty. For my courage. For my unsinkable hope. Even if I am alone down the road, I am grateful for the time I have now with her/him. 

My heart chooses love. 

*deep breath*