I had one tonight, and I think I’m going to need to quit my job.
I’m going to have to watch all my hard work go on without me.
I’m going to have to leave what was once the brightest spot in my life, but has now become a mine field of weird and with him… A constant heart ache. It is bad for me. Toxic.
I’m scared out of my mind… And my friend, who I think the world of, that was such a wonderful surprise working on this project with? That pains me too. Deeply.
God damn it.