I miss her/him… It was a quiet day yesterday. S/he has been on my mind a lot.
We’ve managed to see each other each week, since we met. I feel… all kinds of things. I feel lonely for her/him. I miss his/her smile. Hugs. Kisses. Sexy, sexy things. I miss the conversation. I miss just sitting quietly and holding hands… I just miss her/him.
He was out with his wife yesterday. I hope they had a wonderful day of connection and love. I really honestly do. Which always begs the question for me, as I wish these things for him/her… Do I fit in her/his life? In a real, meaningful way? I want him/her to be happy.
So for now, while it’s quiet between us, I think about all the incredible moments we’ve shared, wrap them around me like a warm blanket. Keep hope close to my heart, with a giant helping of thankfulness.
It’s Complicated by Michael Faudet