over and over and over
Sometimes this is wonderful.
I am feeling emotional today. I’m not sure why, but the fragility of our existence has been weighing on me. Our lives are short. Our experiences what we make them. We choose every single day how we are going to live this time we each have. And doing nothing, risking nothing, is a choice.
I love my life. I feel like I could do better, live harder, but I generally bring my A game.
This morning I was thinking about choices. I choose (with love and lust) to invest my time with Misty/boy side. So far, s/he chooses me too. It’s fucking fantastic! In my emotional state, I was thinking about how these things can change, and most often do. Who knows what the future brings. It’s scary as hell.
So that was my state of mind as i drove to work, with sexy good morning messages between us.
A song came on while I was at my desk.