A good friend of mine gave me an early Christmas present – a gift with a psychic medium. I didn’t necessarily learn anything about my future and path, but rather had things confirmed in amazing ways.

“You can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.” She told me. Then proceeded to tell how good things are in my partnership with Misty/Boy-side.

“Honestly, I can’t tell you how rare it is to be able to say that.” She said, sitting across the small table with funky lamenated tarot cards as it’s surface. I was sitting in front of the Queen of Wands.

“You are a rare breed. Maybe 1% of women who can love someone so… Wild. You value it. Even as it clashes with what all girls are hardwired for – security.” She smiles at me, and it is that “ohmygod, you know what I’m talkin’ about” kind of smile.

“He’s a tiger… And he can turn on you at any moment. But you give him the space and freedom he needs – he is not going to be caged” I bark out laughing. That just may be the understatement of 2018, “But like you have your own wild heart, you are at a place in your life where a partnership is possible thanks to all your hard earned lessons and personal growth. You didn’t happen upon this – you earned it.”

She pauses as she looks out the window.

“This is a long path – this one with him. I can’t see the end of it… It just keeps going. There will be bumps, but it is nothing I don’t see you both able to deal with and come put stronger. You’ve faced so many big ones already. There is a deep respect there from him, and when I reach out to his engergy, I hear ‘She has nothing to worry about. She is 100% safe’ ”.

“So stop thinking the shoe is going to drop…”

We talk about my son.

“He was 7, and there was soul damage then. By a man.” Her hand flies to her neck, “oh my god, I’m losing my vision! It’s getting dark…”

I jumped put of my fucking chair and burst into tears. After finding out in the last few months that Thomas witnessed that night with my ex, that he was 7 then, it was all too much.

We talked about how to heal him, and his path.

“Without your intervention he would have had a terrible life… But these things you have done have completely changed it. You did that.”

The session was over an hour and had intense moments. Obviously the one about that night that my ex tried to kill me the most intense. Weird how that has really been in my life again, these last few months. Now that I know what Thomas has been through, I’m hoping I can help heal that for him, at least help him get the tools to do the healing.

It was an amazing session.