There are moments in your life where it feels like the ground beneath you is gone and the complete shock of it has you shaking and your heart in your throat.

I’ve been here before. The unexpected surprise of where you THINK you are and where you actually are being two different places.

I haven’t even begun to process everything yet. What it means. Where to go from here. The cut being so deep, I haven’t even begun to feel the pain.

I know it’s coming.

I need a hand to hold and I don’t know what to do.