You deserve honesty. You deserve transparency. You deserve someone who respects you enough to never lie to your heart. You deserve appreciation. You deserve loyalty. You deserve someone who would still be there for you even when everyone else has walked away. You deserve happiness. You deserve security. You deserve something that’s REAL. Never settle for less.
I believe this. I believe it for me.
Tonight is Misty/boy side’s last night in Mexico. S/he is out somewhere whooping it up, I have no doubt about that. My girl brain is in overdrive, and I imagine he is naked with someone right now. I feel… alone.
But I am okay.
For the record, I hate feeling this way.
There is lots of benefit to time by yourself. Time for reflection. Being alone is often really fantastic. But the alone/left behind/excluded feeling is balls.
I’ve got an 8am meeting tomorrow. I need some rest.