I am looking forward to what Neil Gaiman has to say in his regular New Year’s post. It always strikes a chord with me.
Picking a theme, a thought, a goal for 2015 one word comes to mind – Gratitude. Thankful for the people in my life. Thankful for so much. Thankful for the apathy I have about my ex, that my life is so full that I haven’t ever had one moment of regret over the loss of him. I have mourned the loss of the family unit, but never missed him. Just the idea of that person – the DAD. The Supporter. There is a balance with that energy. My ex never really fit that role. So nothing to miss there. And there is nothing like feeling like you’ve made a good decision for yourself. Forward Momentum.
“When you’re in a Slump,
you’re not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.”
My ex continues to fight with me, wanting to take me to court. I don’t want to go to court, and it makes me feel like Tom Cruise in Far and Away, “I have no wish to fight you.” Last time he wanted to go to court he cancelled the night before. It’s just a drain, financially and emotionally, as he keeps trying to get the powers that be to say, “You’re the victim and she’s a soulless bitch.” I keep trying to find the best, least painful, course of action.
My divorce is official January 4th. 🙂 Forward momentum.
I love Misty/boy side.
We get another New Year’s together!! Which is fantastic and wonderful, and I am looking forward to our kinky night out!! My dress is fully exposed in the back. And I mean FULLY. Ass hanging out exposed. I’m going to wear my hair up. 🙂
I’m in the worst shape I have been in YEARS. Which blows. But the plus side of that is that I can change this body of mine. It is not impossible, even though it won’t be in sexy shape for new years, with hard ass work, I’ll be there for the summer. I need to unslump myself here. Hard, but not impossible.
I’m going to finish boy side’s Christmas present… for Misty side I bought some naughty bits jewelry (I may posts pics… so just a heads up) and a beauty products/make-up monthly subscription grab bag. 🙂
Christmas with my people was wonderful! It was a bonus year, since my ex flaked out on them. My gift to them, two additions to out family, two little kittens – ZaSu Pitts, and her brother Gru. They are total little lovies. I have happy people.
Tomorrow is a Misty night! We’re staying in. I can’t wait to kiss her/him.