Happy new year.

I spent the new year wrapped in the arms of a beautiful girl (with a penis) in the entrance way of the sex club we went to and didn’t get into right away. We rang in the new year there, kissing, giggling about being late, but it being wonderful anyway – and it was. God, it was. 

S/he sent a text to his/her wife, and then we went in had champagne and enjoyed the night together, closing down the place at 3. I had the best new years I’ve ever had, in as long as I can remember… possibly ever. It was a very, very good start to 2014.

After a night of fun at the club and then in the hotel room, we slept for a few hours, cuddled in the comfy hotel bed… the next morning was rushed to get our clothing bomb under control (we are such girls sometimes) but then we went to breakfast – is it possible to just enjoy a simple a meal so much? Honestly, the pleasure I get from these easy moments can bring me to tears – especially when I think of them later… like now.

We ate a restaurant called “Coming Home”, and I picked our coffee mugs off of a shelf of ceramic mugs that we were to help ourselves to. S/he wanted to see which one I would pick for myself, but I found his/her’s before I found one for me – it said “porn star” on it. When I handed him/her his green tea s/he didn’t even noticed at first, but I took a mental picture of her/his face as soon as s/he did… The. Best. 

S/he met my folks. Mumma knows about her/his girl parts, Dad watched us leave new years eve…. I felt like a teenager. Even coming home, I felt like I was skulking home late, somehow in trouble. But when s/he brought me home, and s/he, Mum and I chatted it was… really nice. Mum even said, “I hope to see you again, it’s been really lovely to meet you." 

I don’t know how I feel about the rest of 2014 from that point on. Highs and lows…

I’m actively looking for a new job. Action is needed, and I knew in the new year this was a step I was going to have to take, I just wasn’t anticipating it coming like NOW. But I’ve never been one to sit around and wait. And there is the small matter of my house/mortage coming up in May and me not being currently eligible to take it over. Taking over or being homeless, these are things that I have 5 months to get undercontrol… whatever happens there will be great risk. 

Again, happy new year, my friends…