So I’ve seen him/her a couple of times since and we’ve been texting and talking… I’m so *happy*. It’s nothing short of amazing.
I changed my tumblr design a little. No more Darth Maul… Mountain-View-Dom is finally in my rear view, and it feels really, really good. As I embrace all the honesty and kindness and sex) that Misty is offering, it strikes me just how awful it was. How toxic and filled with deception. I talked to her/him about what had happened, and he said, “Some people, their kink is the lying… it’s all about that.” It certainly gave me food for thought. And then I promptly let it go. Which amazed and thrilled me.
My sister and Karin have been giving me the “Don’t get too caught in her/him… oh shit, we know you Bec – if you like her, you’re in.” Paraphrased, but true. I’m totally smitten.
I have had more sexual firsts in two weeks than I have had in years and years – and I am looking forward to more, and doing them over and over again.
Someone to adventure with! Someone who is just kinky as I am, and wants to take my hand and explore too.
Maybe things don’t work out for her and I (god I hope they do), but there is an honesty between us, that I know she will tell me if that is not the direction she wants to go…
For now I will enjoy our paths traveling beside one another.