It was a beautiful day here today – sunny, warm, spring-like. The kind of day where you can’t help but turn your face to the soothing rays of the sun and smile with your whole person.  No matter how much your heart  hurts (and it does, damn it).

Life will work itself out. I do believe things happen for reason, that people come into our lives for reasons. And people go for reasons. It’s over, it was painful and messy, but I don’t love him less. I wish I did. God knows I should. It is what it is. Some days are easier to bear it than others. Some moments are easier. Life is funny. Love is funnier. Who knew it could be so ridiculously one sided? 

I ran at lunch with Jo, my fabulous co-worker (she’s lovely – a truly good person), we talked shop today as we ran in the crisp, brightness, rather than listen to our ipods. If it’s another nice day, we’ll do it again tomorrow, otherwise it’s yoga in the boardroom. 

I’m training for my half marathon in May. Another thing that feels good – another blessing to count. I believe that kind of building of strength helps propel a whole being forward – good for the mind, spirit and heart.